I am not defeated
I am just taking a timeout
I will be up again
Till there is a knockout
My eyes are dry
I don't cry
But they hold an ocean of tears
Because I don't emote my fears
My face is pale
It doesn't hold a stress line
I act as if I am alright
And everything is fine
But my heart is crowded
With a million emotions
Each worth a thunderlike scream
That finds an outlet only in my dreams
I am sitting among friends
But I am very lonely
Don't my demeanor fool you
I am holding a storm within me
